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Title: My pilot-training progress: A guide to swollowing panic-attacs and the knowledge of my incapable intellect
Category: dont know
Blog Entry: My Blog is hereby opened!Four weeks into my theoretical pilots-training, and four APPROWED letters in the webcourse, I´m sitting with the feeling of not knowing what I have started at... Panic attacs every time I think of lifting my 40 years old beer-bellied body off the ground in a Cessna 172... Dizzyness, morte-cold numb extremeties, constant urge for vine and beer... Holy Shit, what a christmas this might be! I had no idea how much of the physics from school I have forgotten. The formula for lift, drag and Bournellis law is just a pileup of unnumbered bricks that should form an important gestalt, but what do I see? Falling leaves in front of my eyes! What the **** shall I buy for my kids for christmas? Dinner??? Stop this shiver, give me a black coffee with absolutely no shugar, damn you!!!!The grimm actuality that I spend a lot of money from the family budget to follow this stupid dream of mine, does not make the situation better. I repeat: NOT BETTER!!! I´m a stupid ignorant selfish idiot.....who might need a tiny bit more self confidence...or maybe not... Stop this day now, I want to quit! Lights out!! Gear down...flaps 3...ramaining fuel ZIPP!! NADA!!! Z E R O!!!! IASKIASTAS MY ASS!!!!